So I am back at work.
I am HATING work. Sorry if that is harsh. But it really is awful.
I cry every morning that I have to leave.
But whatever, it must be done for the next little while.
Meanwhile, our house gets moderately terrifying most days and I try to tackle small amounts of the crazy when I get home.
But also when it comes down to it, Ryan is by far the greatest husband in the world. He takes such good care of my sweet baby boy while I am at work. We are definitely blessed to be able to have the situation that we do. I could NEVER drop my son off at a daycare. I would rather be homeless in a box before doing that. So I am grateful for that at least.
On a happier note, Tucker is the cutest thing in the world. I seriously love every single second I spend with him. He makes me happier than I have ever felt. Ryan and I love playing with him and hearing him talk and coo and giggle and smile constantly. There is nothing greater than seeing that. I forever will love being a mom. There is nothing more rewarding or exhilarating than being his best friend.
I can't believe he is going to be three months old this week. He is getting so big and so full of personality that I don't even know how it all fits in him. Needless to say, I adore this little goo face.